Incoherent Thoughts

I melt every time
When I see you
Hear you
Smell you
Feel you
Think about you
I melt every time

You've turned me into a sap.
A man madly in love.
A man who is finally happy.
A man in disbelief of his luck.

I want to shower you with compliments
Whisper beautiful words in your ear
Kiss you, and tell you I love you
Caress you as I hold you near
I want to spend every waking moment together
I want to be with you forever
I want to build a life together
I want our love to last forever

You make me feel
You make me think
You make me smile
You make me happy
You fill me with lustful desire
You fill my heart with joy
You make my world go ‘round

I melt every time
I see you
I hear you
I feel your skin on mine
I hold you in my arms
And say “I can't believe you're mine”
I kiss you
I hug you
I smell you
I melt
Every
Time

Holding On

Promises that have no meaning
Words that have no feeling
Together, yet so far apart
Or just not together at all

Reaching my hand out to you
Hoping you’ll extend yours too

I’d know better if I were smart
In the end, everyone just lets me fall

All I’ve ever wanted
Was someone like you
All I’ve ever wanted
Was to be loved, too

Perhaps, it’s because I’m so broken
Perhaps, my flaws can’t be forgiven
Perhaps, I have to be alone

Perhaps...I’m just fooling myself

I keep telling myself
It will be okay
She will come around
Some day…
Yet, here I am
Still waiting
Still chasing

Heat

The feeling of

Your hand in mine

Our bodies moving

Together in time

Passion flowing

In the air

Sweat is flying

Everywhere

Heavy breathing

Lots of screaming

Passionate moaning

I love this feeling

Slowly first

Let's take our time

Make it last

We've got all night

Quicker now

We're feeling the heat

The lust takes over

As our lips meet

Turn it up again

Switch things around

My heart starts racing

As you move up and down

Almost there

We have to time this right

We must crescendo together

On this pleasure-filled night

As our bodies collapse

Exhausted but pleased

I cannot help

But to smile with glee

Your hand in mine

As our hearts beat

We just stopped time

As we were feeling the heat

I Dare You

We’re walking a line
You and I
Taking our time
Making sure this is right

But, I have an idea
One that I feel
Will help us to know
Is this the real deal

I dare you to take
my hand in yours
As we walk forward
into the unknown

For, with me here
There’s no reason to fear
I’ll protect you with all my might

I dare you to tell
yourself it’s okay
To open your heart
and love once again

For, without love
We cannot live
Our lives out to the fullest

I dare you to give me
the chance to be
The most incredible man
I could possibly be

For, with you by my side
There’s no reason to hide
From faded scars and memories

And this is the last
But most important part:
I dare you to trust me
With your heart

Voices*

Hearing the whispers
Hearing the sound
Hearing voices
But, no one’s around

Carrying on
Without a care
A conversation
Amongst the air

Who? How? Where?
I ask the questions
Silence now
Was it my imagination?

Waiting
Listening
Looking
…Nothing

The voices have gone
I can only guess
It was my broken mind
Fighting the loneliness

Revolution

Let it rain, let it pour
As the blood hits the floor
When everything we love and cherish
Slowly begins to fade and vanish
Let's use this pain to our advantage
And turn our backs to the world

Let's say what they want
When they are near
But whisper, in secret
Of things that they fear
During the day
We'll never make a sound
But at night we'll shout
“Burn the damn thing down”


Let anarchy reign
We can fight through the pain
When the lights go out
Hold on to what you care about
It’s the beginning of the end
This is our world now

Let’s say what we want
We’ve only got one shot
Tell the world how we feel
Whether they’re ready or not

It’s the beginning
The time has come
The lover’s Revolution
Has finally begun

Never Be

It used to be
I would rather die
Than accept my normalcy
But now I'm dying
Because I'm dying
To be a normal person
And for people not to look at me
And stop and stare
Because I'm not like them

I'll never be
A normal person
The world will always be
My greatest lament
Life will always be
An un-winable fight
I'll always be
Alone at night
Wishing I could be
What I see on t.v.

Normal is what
I want to be
Normal is what
I'll never be
People will always
Stare at me
And speculate
What I am

A spectacle
That's what I am
For the world's amusement

Here I stand
Alone, holding my own hand
Praying for the day
When I won't have to say
'I hate the world
And everyone in it
I hate this world
And everything about it'

Because the world will say
I'm just another part of it
Blending in, like camoflauge
No one stopping to stare because
I'm just like you, you see
It's just buried deep inside of me

I dream of having normalcy
I dream of being happy
I dream, and I wake
to a world that I hate
But, when I close
my eyes, I see
the normal one
I'll never be